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im officially sick; AGAIN !
now im down with blocked nose, sore throat and backaches :/
this is SERIOUSLY bad.
i cant breathe properly, cant talk properly, cant sit properly !
i'll be forcing and dragging myself to school tomorrow
because of four hours of poa tutorial + lecture
not forgetting bca project meeting because i have hardworking tutorial mates (:

i'll be hopeful about having nice tutorial mates so that they could save me from all the crap work
PUHLEASE, im not good in bca like you girls thought.
and i am really really really sick
are there nice people out there?
boo ):

you'll definitely see a sick and ugly me tomorrow.
SHEESH :/
life's so unfair;
and you're officially missed.
double boo ):

birthday is two weeks away
but currently ZERO birthday plan;
who says im NOT a loner ?
well now, point proven.
my final boo for today ):

counting down: 13 days to supposedly sweet 17

Labels: birthday, love, school, sick, stress

just came home not long ago;

feeling tired but really happy (:

every moment spent is love !



kenny rogers at suntec for lunch;

and we always take super long time every meal

before we drag ourselves out of the place xP



changi airport stoning moments are good, for me.

LOL (:

dinner at burger king almost is super filling until i was on the verge of vomitting :/

and still, i didnt finish.



i love the way you look;

i love the way you hold me;

i love to sleep in your arms

i love your touch;

i love everything about you (:

ilu ("v")

Labels: love, outing

ah, life's good and happy for now (:
everything's good, so no worries.

i had to do this post because many people read the previous one
then come asking me stuffs relating to that issue;
so i think i should let the concerned readers know - IM FINE :DDD

tutorials began this week *screeeeeams*
i suppose it's so far so good (:
and i manage to know tb05 people better this time round;
yay.
im so glad i have nice tutorial mates, tutors and all !
coming to a brand new class alone seems better right now, HEH.

well, many things should be left unsaid.
if you know it, good for you;
if you dont, it doesnt matter :DD

im a happy girl now.
counting down: 15days to sweeeeet 17 !

Labels: random, school, tb05

the brand new start of us (:

marks the day, 221007.

Labels: love

just washed up and all cos i came home not long ago :/
was out with ba_comm for choy's finals @ ark cafe.
(marvin, clement, shawn, dingren, weijian, alex, weixuan, nadia, ruby, arthur, david, danielle, mathiaus, chuhao and yifang)
even saw fangzhi and yvonne there.
she did well and made it to the top 5, yay.
im so proud of her !

i actually cried at her final song, wo ai de ren.
okay, dont know if it's because of her superb vocal, the lyrics or just me ?
perhaps, it's all of the above (:
每当听见 他和她说我们 就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

Labels: bacomm, music

it's the same old question i ask myself;
what are we ?

i could give you all the decisions to make, but not this.
you cannot decide how you want things to be
you get cold when you want to and im like nobody;
then you give me warmth when your mood changes.
what in the world am i ?

sometimes, jealousy could just be a good thing.
yes, at least you know that the person cares;
i rather see you all upset then to pretend it's nothing.
like you dont even care ?

i dont want to be the one giving entirely.
it makes me tired, and if i were to throw you the same old question
i would know what you would have said
maybe im just running away
whatever.

i miss that you.
are things the same ?

Labels: love

finally, my first weekend after the start of the new school semester (:
but boo, because i think i've caught a cold.
SIGH ):

it's really great suffering !
this is when you really understand how a drug addict feel;
and you really look like one.
you want to either get on high, or you really want to end this feeling.
it's super horrible, not forgetting TORTUROUS.
and you feel like you're dying but not so there yet.
ARGH, hate it.
you seriously suffer like mad, i tell you.

moreover, i cannot get to sleep.
it would be good if it had been THAT easy;
unfortunately, no.
and i've got someone that i've to keep accompanied.
dont fall sick like me, okay (:
dont get me worried, RAHH.

one million star season 2 (chao ji xing guang da dao) top 10 is out !
this time, 8 females and 2 males, woohoo.
unlike season 1 that is showing on channel 56, 9 males and 1 female.
LOL.
the show always get better after top 10 is revealed :DDD

okay, thats for now.
i need some rest, finally.

the last three weeks of my 16th year's life (:

Labels: school, sick, teevee

second day of school is over :/
and im still dreading it, oh no.
now im so deprived of sleeeeeep !
HELP ME.

- be my motivation (:

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what are we ?
things are really ambiguous, but i realise we're nothing.
im not yours, not yet
probably we're just one step away;
or is it something more ?

Labels: love, school

i was out with ba_comm people again (:

met derek, dingren and qingfu at SUPPOSEDLY 1pm
LOL.
we went to cashstudio :DDD
was then joined by choy, ruby and jarrick.
finally singing again, yay !

birthday dinner for birthday girl, kweegek (:
at cineleisure's hongkong cafe.
(kweegek, chunhui, ruby, choy, derek, dingren, alex, samantha, qingfu and arthur)
it's all so funny and stupid at the same time, HEH.

life's good with people like that, yes.

Labels: bacomm, birthday, outing

slept like mad !
i slept in the afternoon after camp;
then i slept before 12mn yesterday until 11plus am today
WOOHOO, how refreshing !

met THE silly boy for movie (lust, caution; FINALLY!) and dinner (:
although we can really run out of ideas and all;
i believe we enjoy each other's company.
time flies, but im contented :DDD

i shall not say too much;
because i think i need a livejournal, for private entries.
my dearest friends shall get the latest information !
LOL.

i love every moment spent (:

Labels: love, outing

im finally back from camp !
WOOHOO.
i didnt have sleep for the whole night
and it's 5 hours straight when i reach home.

okay camp was like boringggg :/
but i must say it's good effort luh;
the activities are like a must, but probably it was badly carried out.
AND, the food is baaaaad
but it's good to have the ba_comm people in the camp (:

my right leg has been giving me problems again, tsktsk.
not being part of it doesnt mean i cant sit and learn the mass dance :DDD
SPARTANS OEI~ AWOO !

- will tomorrow be a good day ? (:

Labels: bacomm, redcamp

weixuan's birthday !
went for lunch with my mom;
then met up with birthday boy, dingren, mathiaus, anisah, danielle and shawn (:
had cakes at macdonalds' because coffee bean was super crowded.

then weixuan, dingren, mathiaus and me went coffee club to chill
all the craps they would talk about;
of course, not forgetting magic tricks !
HEH.

when danielle and shawn joined us back, we're stoning in a circle at one spot in taka :/
we must have been maaaaad.
dinner with weixuan and dingren at NYDC (:
(ran into taolian before that.)
ah, my favourite crappers !
they can just go on :DDD

amazingly, met ernie and ruby whom were about to leave town.
again, stood in a circle out of nowhere, and CRAPPED.
ernie is one really funny guy !

having student leader camp later, for the sake of red camp.
SPARTANS !
okay, it better be good.
my bag's super FAT, though it's just a 2D1N camp.
i dumped my sleeping bag inside (:
note: it's DUMPED, not STUFFED.
i still got plenty of space, yay.

i wonder what my birthday will be like ?
it's smacked right in the middle of nowhere.
hrmmm.
sleeping soon, it's 8am for later :/
piggified !

it's a risk, but we'll take it.
anything for it (:

Labels: bacomm, birthday, outing

i like all the the things you try doing for me ;
with or without knowing them yourself (:

Labels: love

i love this song by aslyn - that's when i love you
some songs i love them for the melody, some for the lyrics
well, and this is for both (:


well, it has nothing to do with my life
but a simple song like this can make me smile (:

Labels: songs

was blog surfing and i came across this :/
noooo.
this cannot be me, i dont think.
LOL.

Major depressive disorder, commonly referred to as "depression," can severely disrupt your life, affecting your appetite, sleep, work, and relationships.

The symptoms that help a doctor identify depression include:

1. constant feelings of sadness, irritability, or tension (checked)
2. decreased interest or pleasure in usual activities or hobbies (no, music helps me move on)
3. loss of energy, feeling tired despite lack of activity (checked)
4. a change in appetite, with significant weight loss or weight gain (checked)
5. a change in sleeping patterns, such as difficulty sleeping, early morning awakening, or sleeping too much (checked)
6. restlessness or feeling slowed down (nope)
7. decreased ability to make decisions or concentrate (hopefully not, focus)
8. feelings of worthlessness, hopelessness, or guilt (totally full of guilt)
9. thoughts of suicide or death (death is nothing, tsktsk)

5 out of 9, SIGH.
this must be baaaad !

Labels: depression

at this one moment, im indeed very angry.

what did i do to deserve all this ?

i was there for you.

i was behind you no matter what decisions you made.

i pushed you towards her cos i know she's the one.

i controlled all the madness i had just to let things go your way

(and i wonder if i had done that for anyone else)


after so much, it still comes back to nothing.

thats how much i wanna hate you, i wanna hate myself.

but i couldnt.




how ironic;

our favourite song becomes the song that describes us best now.


im losing myself, this is not the way things should be.

now im gonna find myself back.

music, dance, and love.


get well soon, to both you and me.

Labels: love

just came home awhile ago :/
had prata with chuhao and weixuan at the prata house near my place.
met before 11 and we hung out until past 3.
4 full hours of chat more than prata, haha.
but i think i spend half the time stoning

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boy, im sorry you have to go through all this.
and i know how things happen too fast;
but i think we need to face it.
time, yes we have all the time in the world
and im telling you,
im finally strong again, im gonna face my pain;
with or without you.

not that you're not important,
just that the world doesnt revolve around us.
take it to the hands of fate;
if it's meant to be, then it will (:

i just want things back to normal......
the three words, together with its true meaning.

Labels: bacomm, love, outing

i want to cry my pain away;
those bad memories that have been haunting me forever
it breaks me down, i cannot move on;
and im letting the people pass me by

just when i felt myself really falling deep in again
i pull myself back out.
the pain, all those pain
that im reminded of, too much pain.

i need somebody;
somebody that can support me, give me the security and trust i needed
make the horrible pain go away, take away all those scars i have.

is it possible to cry the pain away ?
i tried, but all i did was release it
it still remains there, beneath those scars.
and it makes me feel so weak.

are you just another passerby ?

Labels: love

sunday's runway modelling was a pretty good experience ! :DDDD
it's chaotic at backstage;
but yes, enjoyed the whole process (:

i liked the clothes i wore, YAAAY.
but im not rich at the moment, so forget it :/
the hairdo and makeup were fantastic, thanks to amos and veron (our catwalk instructor)
but the heels was super painful, HEH.
well apparels and all that look good, can never be comfortable
it's true.

had dinner with weixuan, yimin and fangzhi at mosburger (:
weixuan and yimin were like crapping most of the time
LOL.
the conversations were super interesting, HEH.

i had to wash my har and wash my face, TWICE.
the hairspray is real good stuff, it stays like WOAH.
and i stayed up until past 4am :/
thats like 22hours awake because i woke up at 6am !
im so dead tired, even now.

i slept from 4am all the way until 2pm, then 430pm all the way until 8pm
PIGGIFIED, oh no.
i need to sleep soon;
hopefully, LOL.

Labels: bacomm, cjsopa, modelling, outing

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